Moment of Reality

Ughh.. I’m back here again. I just got really down out of nowhere. I’m convinced I may suffer from either bipolar or multiple personalities.

I was really happy a moment ago and then poof , I feel depressed and don’t want to do anything. I wonder what triggered this?

Maybe the reality of me having to clock in and go to work at 7:00pm.. we’ll actually 7:30pm because I requested an additional 30 minutes when I started to feel bothered.

I have to feed the babies at 6pm, to have them in bed by atleast 6:30pm and then sleep by 7pm and that is on a day to day basis.

I don’t want to go to work. Please God save me from this 9-5! I am grateful I have the opportunity to work from home but I want to do what I love! I want to write, I want to dance! I want to be more active for my children. Give it to me! I’ve been taking action just now waiting for your move. CHECKMATE!

Then when I do t have it or feel like I am being rushed I feel like this. I start thinking where did I go wrong and there goes that little voice starting to blame people.

Let’s end this on a higher note…

Affirmations to remember when you are feeling not like yourself:

I am alive. I am grateful. I am giving.

I am speaking the truth and what I say is important.

I am worthwhile and my needs matter.

I am being kind to myself and to others today.

I am grateful for my healthy body.

I am powerful, and I am using my power to make a difference in this world.

-CAM

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