Ughh.. I’m back here again. I just got really down out of nowhere. I’m convinced I may suffer from either bipolar or multiple personalities.
I was really happy a moment ago and then poof , I feel depressed and don’t want to do anything. I wonder what triggered this?
Maybe the reality of me having to clock in and go to work at 7:00pm.. we’ll actually 7:30pm because I requested an additional 30 minutes when I started to feel bothered.
I have to feed the babies at 6pm, to have them in bed by atleast 6:30pm and then sleep by 7pm and that is on a day to day basis.
I don’t want to go to work. Please God save me from this 9-5! I am grateful I have the opportunity to work from home but I want to do what I love! I want to write, I want to dance! I want to be more active for my children. Give it to me! I’ve been taking action just now waiting for your move. CHECKMATE!
Then when I do t have it or feel like I am being rushed I feel like this. I start thinking where did I go wrong and there goes that little voice starting to blame people.
Let’s end this on a higher note…
Affirmations to remember when you are feeling not like yourself:
I am alive. I am grateful. I am giving.
I am speaking the truth and what I say is important.
I am worthwhile and my needs matter.
I am being kind to myself and to others today.
I am grateful for my healthy body.
I am powerful, and I am using my power to make a difference in this world.